Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Death, Decay, and Resurrection as the Philosophy Of Life

Does anything ever really die? And if not can we celebrate the decaying of all things known and thought as real. The absence of death makes the transition of appearance and concealment the central theme to life itself. It may sound a bit crazy and uncanny.... but after experiencing the most traumatic year of my life ( consumed by the death of a love one, several heartbreaks, and personal failures) I can confidently say that there never something that dies but only decays and passes out of appearance.



The memory of my deceased family member haunts my dreams. I often felt that she wanted to consume my body and lived in my shadow, and all of the shadows of my living family. So is she really gone. Or has she just decayed as a living immediate presence and dispersed into the unknown? I can't fully answer that but I can only pose the possibilities of life that is not subjected to the absolutism of death and dying.


 Her memory continuously resurrects her into the world of the living.....





Relationships, particularly romantic relationships, beg a similar question. Does a break-up mark the death of a connection between two people? The pain of any relationship is the fact that what was alive and living within us in our connection with the other person, either slowly decayed or abruptly disappeared. This can be represented in a immediate disappearance (we don't see that person anymore)  or the leveling down of all emotions that were so alive during the relationship. It is almost as if I don't exist anymore. 





But is this the end of me? No there is rebirth! And that which who I was with him lives on in me, he and who I was is a ever fixed mark impressed on my soul. This is all too dramatic for a Wednesday afternoon.......


  

Sunday, January 29, 2012

new love...

falling in love does not always have to be circumscribed to a person, place, or an definite object. Rather you can fall in love with what is first immaterial, such as an idea, concept or sentiment....